By the time we arrived in Tokushima, I was ready to get the initial day over with. I don't mean that in the "I just want it to be done" sense but in the sense that I'd been waiting for so long that I really needed to jump into it finally.
Arriving at the school didn't actually feel as scary as I had thought it would. I'll remain vague about school here. I can't publicly give out information about my co-workers or the students from work, and admittedly, that makes it a bit difficult to go into detail about everything I felt over the first several days.
What I will say is that I made a lot of memories that will likely stick around forever. Since I started this blog, I haven't written anything in a journal because, aside from a few scattered memories here or there, there was never anything I really wanted to remember that I wouldn't share here. As it is though, I'm starting to write down memories that I'm making here.
Tokushima is different from Okayama (where I was in training) in a number of ways. It's smaller, for one thing, and that leads to a number of qualities that are shared with smaller cities in the US.
There are plenty of stores, restaurants, etc. in Tokushima, but they're a bit more scattered than in Okayama. For instance, our training center was quite close to a mall, which we went to during training. There's a mall in Tokushima, too, (even owned by the same company), but despite living near downtown, I can't get to that mall without walking more than half an hour. (Strangely enough, there's no public transportation to the mall. It's very odd how out of the way it is considering you'd think it would want to be in a busy part of down, but, again, this is a more rural Japan and more people here likely have cars.)
Being in a more rural area also means that fewer people here have seen foreigners before. (Or, if they have seen foreigners, they've seen very few of them.) In Okayama, I didn't notice anyone staring, and no one really cared that there was a white girl walking around. In Tokushima, I'm getting more stares, which I was expecting and also warned about by several people.
Yesterday, a group of teenaged boys drove by me on their bicycles while I was walking home from the store. One of the boys noticed me, and was so shocked that he yelled something really loudly to his friends. All I caught from it was "gaijin", which means foreigner, so that was an experience unlike one I'd ever have in the US. It was something I was expecting to happen, though, so that's one thing to check off the list.
While I can't share more stories about work, it is going well. I feel as if training prepared me, but I also think having studied teaching in college gave me a boost. (And I got told during training that the speed with which I learned the lesson steps was extremely rare for trainees, but I don't know how I managed that. I've always thought that I'm really bad at memorizing information.) I'm feeling pretty good about the upcoming week. Tomorrow I teach my preschool class for the first time, so that's a little intimidating. I've easily taken the "something will definitely go wrong but it won't be the end of the world" view though, so I'm not too worried about it.
Everyone at my school has been incredibly helpful and keep telling me to ask them if I need anything. They made sure I had a new skillet, new blankets, laundry detergent, etc. in my apartment and that I was able to find things I've needed at the store. I know that just how great of an experience you have with this company depends on the people at your school, and so far the people at mine have been wonderful. I'm really grateful for that.
There's more I could likely share, like eating at an izakaya and eating a fish whole or eating my first ramen that wasn't instant (which was delicious), but I don't want this post getting ridiculously long. I'm sure I'll have more to talk about in the future.